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對不起

2011年6月27日星期一,17:08

I'm so sorry i made big deal.

Chinese post :)

媽媽，對不起。 :)

我有三個對不起要告訴你 :)

第一個對不起----

對不起這是幾年來，每天給你厭煩的表情，

每次delay 你交代我的東西。

每次懶惰不要幫你。

每次在你背後偷偷翻你白眼。

每次要你幫我做我應該做的東西。

最後，都是我不懂事。 :)

第二個對不起---

對不起我老是給你壓力。

每次有事讓你煩。

每次都要你擔心我。

每次都要你看好我。

可是，我長大了。

我想說你是不是該放手讓我跌，讓我撞？

這樣我才會真正的長大 :)

不要怕我會跌得很痛，不要怕我會撞得很傷，

有一句話說，

沒試過痛，就不知道痛。

失敗了？試過了？還不行？

沒關係，再來一次，

又失敗，可是失敗得更好。

最後，別擔心我了，讓我知道痛吧。:)

最後一個對不起---

對不起我沒有勇氣在你面前說出這些話。

對不起我母親節沒送你禮物。

對不起我不懂怎麼表達我對你的愛。

對不起每一年的母親節都沒有說我愛你。

對不起我帶來了壓力給你。

對不起時時都要你擔心。

對不起我沒孝順你。

最後，還是對不起。:)

孝心，我也對不起你。

不過沒關係，咱懂事了。

不是以前那種事事要別人擔心的小妹妹。

我不懂要怎麼表達我對你的愛，

所以我決定考好成績，

不讓你煩惱我，不讓你擔心我，不讓你浪費錢。 :)

最後，我♥你。 :)

mid year report card day

2011年6月24日星期五,12:41

dude, welcome back. <3

Today is report card day,full of nervous :(

guess who is back?

our Edwin bro ;D

i miss him so damn much.

chit-chatting in concourse, talked about his future school.

Others?

Busy playing his iphone4, yala yala

all lanci dy, got iphone :(

back to class, wait mama come.

All ah! playing phone, SEMUA HP.

i so good i doing my tuition work xD

Afterward mama came i go down to take report card.

Edwin ask my mom to help him take report card -3-

my mom din't help him HAHAHHAHAAHAH.

Zhonghui act his dad xD

his report card sangat cantik :DD

mine? errrr ok lah :X

how is it?

the E kinda blocked -_____-'''

i got four subject 63mark. And my lucky numbers are 3, 6

That's all for today, my mood is fcking ON

byeeeeeeeee ;D

They don't change, they grow up

2011年6月23日星期四,17:40

i grew up!!! :DD

As normal....seminar still bored :(

i almost fall in sleep that time :/

After seminar there is 30minute more only 4:30

mom haven't come yet, so we and hwasuan planed to primary buy my favourite food

ICE-CREAM!!!!
hell yeah! ;D
no ice-cream no life :)
walk to primary to buy ice-cream,
Saw frankie and i asked him to belanja me, he gave me a roller coaster (Y)
afterward back to secondary watched people fighting :D
sian kiat and fongfong, i bet wengfong win :DD
Laikuen told me that auntie fetching me back,
so i faster grab mai bag, and get into the car.
Back home nothing to do, just very full.
ohmaigosh, time to go
byeeeeeee.

task

2011年6月22日星期三,17:56

Don’t know what happen to blogger -.-'

can't upload picture, damn.

Today was week B---> uniform body --> scout

we played a game called task? whatever :9

ran up ran down

climbed up climbed down

sweat like hell -____-

finally we finished our task :))

kinda sweaty, hate that sticky feeling.

Today is NO WATER DAY

it looks like we are the victim -_____-'''

using plastic spoon and plastic fork and plastic plate ate chicken.

Luckily the spoon and the fork do not break.

Better got water tomorrow, i can't stand for it anymore.

School was pretty fine today, except for the CANTEEN.

Mathematics seminar today, BORING TIL THE MAX, shit.

tomorrow science, hope it will be better.

有些事情,

不解是个结,

解了是个疤。

dude this word for you :)

I don't know what happen to you two,

i don't ask because I don't want you to think about it again.

Everything just talking about trust.

Siaopo, you know i love you much right?

Everything will be fine in the end, if it's not fine? then not the end lah.

byee people, love ya. xoxo

English seminar

2011年6月21日星期二,19:30

im here for you as long as you need me.

English seminar today

the teacher is quite funny

he looks like en.hari xD

he showed us some other school ex SPM student's essay.

i just can say their essay is very funny xD

Their english very nice :))

LOL getting more and more people leaving facebook and blogger.

dude, they don't affect you.

I feel that they do not affect our result :)

i mean facebook,tumblr,blogger, twitter lah

online game 100% sure affect you.

so I will not close my facebook, blog, tumblr or whatever shit.

I'm still gonna online but not long time.

HAHAH, yesterday was my first day to follow the time table,

i love my time table :BB

REMINDER, tomorrow and Wednesday still gonna having seminar

-3- lame

It will be boring until the max.

time table is killing meh

2011年6月20日星期一,19:39

babe, just love

Will be a short post

cause i left a few second the update -.-'

i having a brand new time table,

seriously brand new, i never have a time table before.

Now for my FUTURE~ for my PMR~

for MYSELF

so i decide to create a time table suit me most,

shit

i over time already.

so byeeee people

loves you always muack ;D

sunday evening :)

2011年6月19日星期日,15:15

oops my heart stolen by people :)

haih haih haih
no ones update their blog -.-'' except for jiamin :)
lame nothing to do....
Went OU just now, i was like "wtf"
that's not a shopping centre laa, i mean old wing
All like close already.
Bought a lot of reference book
I wanna be smart, wanna get a cantik sekali result ;D
byeeeeeee time to be a good good GURL

Sejarah seminar

2011年6月17日星期五,14:19

imperfection is beauty <3

Sorry for the late post, i was busy yesterday.

All form3 had our first subject seminar yesterday,which is Sejarah.

School invited a....full of experience teacher.

I was in there, just left first row -____-'''

so we sited first row, my head almost patah already,

head keep looked up.

The speaker's voice is killing me.

The way he teach is very interesting,

he added some video and colourful picture inside there.

Some are very funny.

Well the seminar from 2:30 until 4:30

From 3 something, i want to pee. HAHAHHAHA.

Then i tahan tahan tahan tahan......

makai, damn i tahan until over than 430.

So, the seminar was little boring, it's okay for me :))

Today is friday, we had our PE just now.

Crazy with babe, chicken and eagle.

Play until my face was red + hot.

Yiling is SO SO SO STRONG!

she carried me, HAHAHHAHA.

Pro la pro lah :))

Finally got my Sivik paper.

The mark shock me, -.-

Paper 2 i got 2 marks -.- fuckthatway 99.

So my average is 58 something.

I can't achieve my target, too bad :((

never mind, from this week on i will be hardworking than last time.

Get a better result on Trial PMR.

No fail on PMR and at least 1A's.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuu, hard hard.

Well, failer learn to score A.

Loser learn win.

Kahman learn to sucess. :PP

that's all Thursday and Friday.

Byeeeeeee, iloveyousofreakingmuch.

Imagination brings you to my heart. <3

first A for 2011

2011年6月14日星期二,19:21

every time i think about you, i smile.

You passed by my class 8 times<3

you're just toooo hot, omfg :P

爱你爱得太痛

只好忍痛忘记你，以免我太爱你。

HAHAHAH,congratulation to meee

first A for 2011 :))

yeah, maybe for you get A is very "simple"

for me, A is a dream LOL，not really dream lah.

it's really a big big big improvement, since last year i had worst result :)

if i fail my BM, means I fail 3 subject

oh god, please don't let me fail my BM,

i put many effort on it. :(

time to go for correction and

KH -_____-'''

byeeee <3

first day reopen school

2011年6月13日星期一,17:49

never ever erase the past

the past makes you learn from mistake <3

first and foremost

finally get my important paper today, just left BI

well well well

the paper doesn't make me so disappoint

does not yaa ;D

I'm very very satisfied. Not really. :P

okay la, at least 60--70 something la.

Except for Sejarah and BM

Very on dy leh, for me :P

i knew i won't get so good result on it.

Glad to say, my mood is really FABULOUS.

I saw someone that i long time no see

i will said "ZOU SAN" XD

although it's afternoon -_____-'''

first say of reopen school, not so much unlucky things happen on me.

But on other :D

Some dyed hair student have to go home,i wonder why so good one -.-

Phew phew phew

i always think my math and science will FAIL

but....good news to say

I PASS!

Although science is not that good :/

At least i pass wahahaha
A lot teacher and student absent day
HEY! still holiday ah? HAR?
2weeks still not enough -.-'
Unfairrr,
yeahp, puan shima absent too
puan khalilah replace her, so
me,hwasuan,kimwah,jason,siaueu, jiahao,wengfong and weicheih
Sama gang punya
together sit on the floor played 文字接龙
omfg it's sooo hard to play
long like hell -____-'''
well, i lose....around 2 time? :P
i had to say out, who confess to me before.
HAHAAHAHA, it's so funny :'D
must said 3 person, i mentioned 2 they all knew long time ago
means...i just said 1 secret people ;D
hahah, knew secret from JIAHAO and KIMWAH.
yeahp, it's youuu.
seiyeh weichieh, knew a lot secret from us.
Had a lot of fun from you guys, xoxo.

sincerely from:

kahman :)

SCHOOL REOPEN!

2011年6月12日星期日,20:17

To:Monday,

fuck you :)

sincerely from the world.

aww -.-'''

it's Monday TOMORROW.

fuckthatway.

School reopen, gonna get mai result and paper soon. T____T

fuckthatway.

NOOOOOOOOO.

I have to remove my nail polish!!

fuckthatway too too.

have to say byebye to long nails.

fuckthatway too too too.

No more waking up late,

fuckthatway too too too too.

KH work, haven't start yet,

fuckthatway too too too too too.

Well talk about today.

Quite sad :'((((

mama fever, so daddy's birthday celebration CANCELED

Guess where we go?

T______T Jogoya

i called the workers to booked that places now told me we can't go?

because of my mom fever -.-'

FUCKTHATWAY 99!!!!!

gave me hope and let me disappoint.

I hate this feeling. -.-'

but i don't hate my mom, i hate the fever virus.

Went to meet dentist, for polish my teeth and scaling teeth.

Behind there,grew a new teeth,I can't use right of my mouth to bite food.

It's painful.

Nothing share so much

kayh. Thanks. Baibai.

i heart you

2011年6月9日星期四,21:05

i heart you, i know you knew that.

hey, guess what?

imma good good girl, just clean up my bookshelf

my hand fulled of dust

and my feet became BLACK

hand too :(

naooo, my bookshelf just look nice and tidy

same series book shelf together :))

wow, i found some picture

primary class photo, i look in the mirror

i was like "wtf? why in primary i look so....big different?"

LOL 女大十八变，this word suit my mood right now

yesterday i broke a mirror

i hope nothing gonna happen

cause old people said broke a mirror something bad will happen

god bless me, nothing happen on me, my parents and all my friends and him

heheh time to go, tuition work later

and my favourite STRAWBERRY

byeeeee loves xoxo.

how's your trip? Everything alright?

cap ba rang 14

2011年6月8日星期三,20:37

never ever miss a chance

don't know what to write...

hmmm let me think a while

A HA!

i knew it, let's talk about school reopen

ngekngekngek nightmare kan?

haih, i miss my friend so fucking much

when school i hope holiday come faster

NAO it's holiday

i wanna go school >:(

i wonder if we can go school according our mood

guess what will happen?

LOL no one will come

humans always weird

when i was kid

i hope i can grew up faster so that i can wear all those nice and mature shirt :))
now i can wear all those nice shirt, but when i saw some cute kid shirt
nah, too bad don't have my size :(
imma worry my exam paper and some holiday works
especially KH -__________-'''
how i gonna finish it in school?
arhhhhh help :/
countdown 5days more
gonna reopen school
trial PMR around the corner, next to PMR
fu fu fu fu fu
PMR's stress is killing meh
so nothing write so muchh
so byeeee ;)

sungai wang

2011年6月7日星期二,20:30

you think you cooler than me?

what sup pep? :P

hang out with jimuii AGAIN

yes,again

this time just for girl's shopping, no guys ;D

LOL

in my imagination, i should bankrupt

in real life, i just use 50bucks

O.O??

sungai wang really not suit me T___T

wow imagine it's sunway :(

i really will bankrupt

to:laykuan

feel like punching you

you too "yim jim" -_____________-'''

finally you bought your hari anugerah skirt

happy? :)

my leg kinda tired..walkwalkwalk

had my lunch at GASONLINE

always heard people said gasonline

i don't really know what is that O.o

now i knew it ;D

on the way fetch hwasuan back home

holy mama gosh -.-

stuck in traffic jam almost 1 hour

fuck you - -

after fetching hwasuan back home

back home,laykuan try on her skirt

i teach her how to make up eye ;P

sounds like imma pro huh?

today was third time i make up my eye with right skills

she was so interesting, she took out her spec

took up the pen

"honk honk" her car came -.-

lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

so that's all my day

bye readerss :D

yeah,bbq ;D

2011年6月6日星期一,11:56

yup, party on ;D

kinda tired now...cause having fever

but i DON'T CARE ;D

yeah, yeah, yeah

talk about today :))

went pohkai house in the afternoon

*I KNOW YOU WATCHING THIS! POHKAI kie* ;D

pulled by chin to da pool

afterward, chinzhin keep swam 潜水式 -.-

he is copying the 花花世界花家姐 that drama

his nail kinda long, scratch my leg -______-''' pain

ate pizza and chicken wing with wet body

played with pohkai's sister. SHE SOSO CUTEEEE

eat eat play play *SKIP*

went back amanda's house for shower and BBQ and steamboat

and girl's talk always awesome :)))

summa,suan,kuan,me and amanda :DD

heheh, my favourite time GAMBLING

wahuahuahuahua -__________-'''

i shouldn't laugh right? i lose 26.5 bucks

me and chin 1 team

fong and edwin 1 team

hwasuan and laykuan 1 team

yeah, guess what? me and chin lose many money ==

we still own fong 15bucks

"lan dou guai" :'(

thanks to edwin and fong's POKER FACE and act :/

this type of gambling must use SKILL ONE

whack up people, follow, scare people with your face

HAHAHAHAHHAA

fong and edwin won 80++ bucks FCK YOU

their poker face totally great ==

me and chin stay at amanda's house cuci pinggan :(

pohkai dyy BANKRUPT dy diu leii

fong macam "dai yi long"

keep borrow money to us

next--> BBQ

burn chicken, potato, sausage and PORK

LOL mine kinda awesome

not like the guys some black black colour :PP

pohkai taking a cup inside full of sylings

i act i throw some syling into it

and said "come follow me back home, climb on the floor"

hahaahaahahaha he show =____= to me :P

mahjiong sifu----cheesheng wahahah

went back home around 930

I HAVENT VISIT FRANKIE HOUSE gosh

dammit

i have been desperating visit his house since last year

and my dad don't even give me chance to visit his house for 10minute -_____-'''

dammit

so in the car, chin was so funny, my relative laugh like mad behind there

so that's all for my awesome saturday byeee <3